Monthly Archives: October 2010

No Ending

A child sleeping.

Good sleep to gain energy

Life had been so busy lately with works. Only got home to realize that I had spend time for some nice sleep 7-8 hours. 2 months without television at home sure were boring cause I cannot watch any drama or cartoon even though I did not have time for television watching lately. Times sure spend so much with internet and reading online manga even on off days. My PSP sure got abandoned inside my container box since I forgot its existence (only grab once in a while when traveling home by train). My new books collection had reached 6 books untouched with 4 still with plastic wraps. Just got the obsessive to buy books whenever I go to bookstores and online book views cause what I always emphasize to myself is that I need to reward myself with something after a month hard work. Then there are few untouched books on the cupboard line up…hehehe…^^. It just not the bookstores only cause whenever I dropped by at 7 Eleven for something I will surely bought along some new comics I saw. Now I am keep up some money for a new television and cellphone since the old one had already got problems. I had already used it for 2 years plus 2 years my dad used it so it had been 4 years old if it is a living thing…=). I think everyone sure got a way to reward yourself too, am I  right? After a month of hard work it sure satisfied to give our self something in the end of it.




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I need….

I need a wing to fly away over the universe

I need a light to enlighten everything

I need a nose to inhale the O2 and CO2

I need the eyes that can see through you

I need the ears that can listen and keep the truth

I need a mouth that can speak only true

I need the hand that when touch can cure

I need legs that lead me to the right destination

I need skin that cover my every skeletons

I need a brain that can help everything function as it suppose

I need what it takes to be a human….^^

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Food vs Time

Yesterday I had experienced one of the worse day ever without eating or drink anything for almost 12 HOURS and keep doing works non stop. I had almost felt hypoglycemic at the moment and thanks to my senior for giving me time & some food to eat that evening. I had not intended for not eating that late but whenever I planned to eat there will always been some barrier at that time. The ward was so  busy yesterday. Since morning until evening there were works to do non stop. I had also skipped my morning meal + lunch and only eat at 6.30 pm and later skipped my dinner and only awake at 3 am to eat it.

I had not intended to skip my lunch again today but I was so tired and asleep until 2.30pm. Sometimes I am also worried with this huge changes of meal time plus I got my gastric attack lately for my bad meal timing. Workload had been so bad lately with a very critically ill patients that need your eyes on them all the time. Even been paid for some extra money for the extra workloads that definitely not giving my body enough time for some nice rest. This kind of complain not only from myself but my others colleague also said the same things. Whenever we reached home the only thing we do care was only sleep & rest. For us the bachelor sure gonna be fine but the married person it sure gonna be tougher for them to cope with family and house workloads.

By the end of the months I am surely no need to worry much of gaining some weight but for sure losing some. Even I am a huge fans of foods but this kind of unmanageable timing for meals sure not good for my health. Next time I hope can manage my timing for even a slightly meal whenever it was so busy with works. Aja-aja fighting….^^

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Imperfection to perfection but nothing is really perfect

I just arrived home from worked and my muscle already aching. Last night I was so damn busy with lots of stuff need to do with the patients and I cannot barely even sit down. The only time I got a chances to sit was during charting my chart and when I ate my supper. That’s it FULL STOP. After done with the early morning stuff like sponging and etc, suddenly my patient condition was not doing any better. The on call doctor had try his best to ordered me with the medication until the maximum support. To the unlucky me this early morning it did not help with it at all. My am staff should thank me like wise cause after started with the medications and all now the blood pressure did increase slowly after I done passing over report. Most of my colleague did not want to enter to my patient room since it was an isolation room. So I just ordering them with the meds that ordered by doctor and give it all alone inside. Feel like damn lonely for a while that time but nothing more that I can do at that time. Only pray and pray and pray.

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