Monthly Archives: January 2011

Rain & Rainbow

Just thought to share this nice pic taken after heavy rain. A really nice view to see with your own eyes but quite a bad quality from just a hp camera even it was 5mega pixels cam. Maybe it was due to a far sight view. I just loves rain cause can see rainbow afterward. Variety colors that just never bored to look at.





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Last words


Frankly speaking people can laugh out about what others might said now without knowing that those word might be the last of it. Taking care of critically ill patient did expose me with a lot of this kinda of situation. I had seen several people who try to joke around with us by saying this might be their last meal or I wanna this but we did not allow them to have it and in the end their joke seems to be the fact than joke itself. Sometimes whenever all this kinda critically ill person said something for me the spouse or children should listen to what their last will.

I did see some children who carried out their parents last will as it suppose to since some of them had reached the golden age like 70-80 years old and above. So what more did they expect from them when they try to make them alive just practically alive but cannot mentally do anything. Their body system just cannot cope anymore with what they wanna do. It kinda of upset when I did saw they didnt actually follow their parents last will. Sometimes whenever I took care of this kinda of patient I always thought how suffer they are. Cannot speak, eat, walk, move freely as they will. Just imagine you cannot do anything as what your mind want you to do when there is no slight chances to cure itself. Just do bare in mind that our body had its own limit to everything and we are not immortal being.

If those patient is the kinda that can cure it might be okay but imagine the geriatric person. In the end most of them just expanding their life without having any qualities of it as it suppose too and the relatives just please do not try to blame others since we are not God who can take anyone life as we will. All we can do is pray and we try to do our best in taking care of them. Verbal will might not a something with black & white on the paper but at least we should respect it.

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Clockwork Angel Book One….I need the 2nd book A.S.A.P…(>_<)

Clockwork Angel

The first book for the new year that I managed to finish today. It took me a week (cause busy with working & etc) to finish it up. I am so in love with Cassandra Clare way of writing. Even though I am not a big fan of late 19 centuries (this book is story within year of 1878) but she just made me really fall in love with the two Shadowhunters from the story. Of course it were Jem and Will. Even both the nephilim,William Harondale seems more beauty than James Carstair but Jem still the first one in my list. The reason cause he was a mix of Chinese and English, so imagine how unique he might look just put aside that illness of him…hehe…(if I was Tessa I would rather choose him…*blushing*). Honestly this book was an excellent job by Cassandra. I really felt as if I was drag back at the years of 1878, with the main character Tessa Gray, who a big fan of novels (which is why I think I love it cause she was a book freak like me….hehe). The way all the characters been described was quite good. I just can have a good pictures of how Charlotte, Henry, Jessamine, Sophie, Nathaniel and others look and act. Overall I think it was a great book for the lovers of supernatural books even it is not mainly about vamps or werewolves (a bit different world but still involving them) plus still got romantic part in it (the absolute for the forbidden relation…lol). 4 out of 5 stars for the book…^^… I can’t wait for the second book to be published and sell here. I really enjoy it and hope you all might enjoy it as well. Now moving to the next book Beautiful Darkness ( also love the first book Beautiful Creature)…(^^)


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